"Cheer up. Remember what the Monty Python boys say."
"Always look on the bright side of life?"
"No, 'Nobody expects the Spanish Inquisition.'"


Monday, August 25, 2008

When I Think I'm Going Under...

Knowing You love me, through the burdens I must bear
Hearing Your footsteps, lets me know I'm in Your care
And in the night of my life, You bring the promise of day.
Here is my hand, show me the way.
Knowing You love me, helps me face another day
Hearing Your footsteps drives the clouds and fears away
And in the tears of my life, I see the sorrow You bore
Here is my pain, heal it once more.
When I think I'm goin' under, part the waters Lord
When I feel the waves around me, calm the sea
When I cry for help, oh, hear me Lord and hold out Your hand
Touch my life, and still the raging storm in me.


I can't talk about it but I am just feeling completely, utterly, and horribly overwhelmed by life. I am not sure how many more hits I can take before I end up in one of those pretty padded rooms.

3 comments:

Lori Lavender Luz said...

Awwww, Tammy. I'm sorry you're going through a rough time right now.

Take a walk in nature, or do something else that might reset your mood or your perspective.

Sending you warm thoughts.

Jen said...

I don't know what happened Tam, but I'm sorry. I have really been hoping that things would switch around for you. I mean how much can one gal take, really?

nancy said...

~hugs~ tammy. Life sure can be shit sometimes. I hope the light from the end of the tunnel comes into view soon.