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Monday, July 28, 2008

I Think It is Time to Return to the Wonderful World

of Wellbutrin XL. Or something a whole heck of a lot stronger. What pill turns you into a walking zombie? That is the one it need. The one that doesn't allow you to feel. Wait, I am in the 2ww so alcohol is out of the question. (this is actually laughable, we all know it is not going to happen.)

This weekend was bad. I mean horrible, don't-want-to-get-out-of-bed, I-really-want-to-cease-functioning bad. I would even go as far as to say, I could have walked away from it all by Sunday afternoon, found a small foreign country that American dollars are still relatively good and just walked away (well, with my dogs but still).

It started Saturday evening and it went on even into this morning. I really don't see an end in sight either. The situation has escalated and I am not sure how or when it can be brought back down to a manageable level.

Anyone know a cheap foreign country where I can just live simple and maybe see a beach from my bedroom widow? Think the movie, Madagascar.

4 comments:

Monica Fayth said...

oh sweetie, I don't know what's going on, but know that you're in my thoughts and prayers.

MrsDrink said...

I dunno Tam, but if you find one, let me know cause I'm coming with! LOL We can build huts on the beach and just lay in the sun all day,LOL

(((HUGS)))

Jewels said...

Oh hun, I'm so sorry you're having such a downer weekend, funny how I don't dare take anything harmful either (Advil) , Its a really shitty place to be.
I can't think of any place beautiful right now other than my back yard, wanna come site with me and eat some worms? I'll make virgin margaritas.

Tammy said...

Thank you girls.

The afternoon is getting better. I was able to just crya nd talk through some of it with my most wonderful work friend, M.

I still want and island get away but now just as a vacation not a life change.

Shayna, I am thinking maybe Barbados... lol