"Cheer up. Remember what the Monty Python boys say."
"Always look on the bright side of life?"
"No, 'Nobody expects the Spanish Inquisition.'"

Friday, May 16, 2008

No Words

I have so much going on in my head and heart but words escape me.

I am in my ovulation window and terrified out of my mind. I wish I could just skip to the pain of the BFN and go from there. I just can't hope right now.


Jen said...

Oh Tam. I wish I could come give you a hug right now. There really is no escaping any of these feelings.

Lori said...

That's what friends are for. We can hope for you when you aren't able.


jenn said...

oh honey- great big hugs!!! I'm sorry you are here right now. I will hold on to hope for you so you can ignore her completely.

Jewels said...

You look like you need a (((HUG)))

I hope the clomid works for you, My fingers are crossed.

nancy said...

really? Is it just because NOW is the time? But if you do it, you know that you did all you could.

I'm sorry this is tough for you. ~hugs~

KatieM said...

I know that feeling hun....the "hope" that the first cycle post m/c will be the one...the fear and realization that it might not be, and worst of all the dread that if it does happen, IT will happen again ((hugs))

Tammy said...

I have decided that no matter what, I can't change what is supposed to happen so I need to just let it go and stop stressing. Being sick helps but not a whole lot. I am like Jenn, I don't want hope but I can't help but have her.